anxiety

3 more weeks to army! it's faster than i thought.. dang.. guess this is one of the fears that many guys will face.. the feeling's just not good when you know u're going to lose your freedom for 2 years. cant do this cant do that, in short restricted in a lot of ways~

amongst my friends weijian and ricky is ord-ing soon.. though it seems fast to me while they serve the army but personally they feel that it's awfully long.. argh. a lot of questions running through my mind now.. but no one seems to have the answers..

my brain seems to have ceased function these few days.. though i can eat walk sleep normally. yet when it comes to things which i need to think, solve, it doesnt process well. dun really know what's the cause is but i hope a bit of mental calculation will help.. should be lacking of studying and stress i suppose.

it's 9:46am now and i still have a long day ahead~ should be meeting ms yau today if things go smoothly. gonna have my breakfast now..