stuck

feeling rather thoughtless now.. just completed a ps2 game~ very nice indeed! been a long time since i enjoyed myself playing console games. not very fantastic though but still good overall. heh.

sometimes when i think of the past things i did, i feel that i'm such an idiot. it's so bad that if i told anyone with a sane mind, none would stand by my side. i dun really like to recall the things i've done but it haunts me @ times. its not any crime or sort but i feel that it's worse than that.

i wish i can have a fresh new memory but remain the person as i am now. yet it's impossible. i only blame myself and no one.. deep down i have a lot of thoughts that i never reveal to anyone. guess people keep secrets yea.

wondering if there is any new season of amazing race coming.. it's a nice show! but seems like there isnt any.. =( gonna meet ms yau for Madagascar later.. heh hope it's nice!