stuck

feeling rather thoughtless now.. just completed a ps2 game~ very nice indeed! been a long time since i enjoyed myself playing console games. not very fantastic though but still good overall. heh.

sometimes when i think of the past things i did, i feel that i'm such an idiot. it's so bad that if i told anyone with a sane mind, none would stand by my side. i dun really like to recall the things i've done but it haunts me @ times. its not any crime or sort but i feel that it's worse than that.

i wish i can have a fresh new memory but remain the person as i am now. yet it's impossible. i only blame myself and no one.. deep down i have a lot of thoughts that i never reveal to anyone. guess people keep secrets yea.

wondering if there is any new season of amazing race coming.. it's a nice show! but seems like there isnt any.. =( gonna meet ms yau for Madagascar later.. heh hope it's nice!

sigh!

back to blogging~ been spending most time with the tv the past week.. and games also.. how i wish i have a camera phone now.. so i can take a lot of pics around me and leave memories! used to have one but sold it off to earn $$..

heh that's secondary actually. i'll be taking my cpss test this coming thursday. a bit anxious though.. just hope that everything goes smooth~ feeling super hungry now but ran out of food at home.. guess i have to go out to buy some later..

my mouse's left click is dysfunctioning..! it cant seem to response as well compared to the past. dang. gotta waste $ to buy a new one.. my com seems to be unhappy these few days too. hangs itself when playing games. gonna add another ram to rectify the problem! argh.. $$ again. @#!*#&

i should've worked man. but again it's too late~ it's really near! i can forsee myself being tortured by army personnels.. =( i hope it's not too bad.. sigh.

adia

been a long time since there's an outing with the guys~ all these while each of us is busy with our own stuff and seldom have the chance to meet up.. guess it's time for a gathering! gonna meet with my sec classmates too before my 'time' is up~

went bowl with gl and wj for some gaming during late evening yesterday.. slacked there for a while and shifted to macdonalds for some catch-up chatting~ wj seems to be more jovial and humourous now. muahaha.

planned to meet up with ms yau after bowl but it was raining so in the end had to cancel the meeting.. not meeting is already bad. but what makes things worst is that we had a quarrel over the phone later at night. dang.

just had the lunch my sis bought. yummy~ mom's not cooking today.. have to dine outside.. feel like giving my hair a trim cos it's getting messy.. but again no point cos botaking soon..

going to tidy up my cupboard and drawer today..! hoho busy day ahead..

anxiety

3 more weeks to army! it's faster than i thought.. dang.. guess this is one of the fears that many guys will face.. the feeling's just not good when you know u're going to lose your freedom for 2 years. cant do this cant do that, in short restricted in a lot of ways~

amongst my friends weijian and ricky is ord-ing soon.. though it seems fast to me while they serve the army but personally they feel that it's awfully long.. argh. a lot of questions running through my mind now.. but no one seems to have the answers..

my brain seems to have ceased function these few days.. though i can eat walk sleep normally. yet when it comes to things which i need to think, solve, it doesnt process well. dun really know what's the cause is but i hope a bit of mental calculation will help.. should be lacking of studying and stress i suppose.

it's 9:46am now and i still have a long day ahead~ should be meeting ms yau today if things go smoothly. gonna have my breakfast now..

fact or fiction

it's said that when friday falls on the 13th, it's gonna be an unlucky day.. supposedly it is.. but who believes such things nowadays~ for me it's not so bad. finally got my bluetooth dongle which my bro has been pushing..

arrived @ sim lim around 4pm to collect it from my friend.. but then he was on leave~ oh man. had no choice but to return to my previous attachment workplace.. left there with bad memories cos the boss was fat and mean.. heh bought it at a less price thanks to delfi and xingxian! =)

met ms yau during her break~ was the first time i visited her since she started work.. had dinner @ far east and window shopped a bit.. we parted after that and i headed home to take a rest, install the dongle driver and transferred pics from ms yau's phone etc.. felt really sleepy while doing all these.. guess i woke up too early..

replaced my bike's battery yesterday and cost me another 50 bucks. dang. it's been giving me problems recently.. hope this one's the last time~ =(

winner!

visited the doc this morning.. quite a short queue at the clinic.. so the whole trip took abt an hour only~ thought the doc would prescribe me with antibiotics and in the end nv.. dang. requested for it and she said mine was just a minor sore throat so need no antibiotics.. argh.. but my throat still hurts now doc!

then spent the whole afternoon checking all my messed up CD-Rs and RWs.. been a long time since i tidy my desktop.. had to make sure that they're blank in data so i can use them conveniently next time~ ripped songs from my old CDs too.. along i found some of my favorites.. heh so lucky!

helped mom to put up the new curtain she made for everyone after cleaning up the desktop.. laid on bed and watched scv till i fell zzZ.. was suppposed to visit my grandma and help aunt with her computer. in the end i overslept and missed the amazing race too. dang.

luckily channel 5 broadcasts at a later time.. got to watch it just when i woke up.. uchenna and joyce won the amazing race! hoho i wanted them to win cos they were the most helpful team and deserves to~ a million dollars richer in a month! who doesnt want that..

the weather's really cool now~ the best time to zzZ in the living room. if only the weather remains like this 365 days round the year, that would be great man..

get low

spent the whole day dreaming today.. had a lot of different dreams~ cant remember also.. wanted to wake up from my slumber but it's a waste to not sleep in such nice cool weather! woke up to realise that my throat's still sore as ever and visiting the doctor seems inevitable.. dang.

received a call from kel during midnight and planned to frag @ hougang plaza.. in the end went for teochew porridge along lim ah pin road with the rest.. chit chat till early morning and parted.. my bike's also sick together with me~ gotta push start whenever wherever. dang. such a chore man..

decide to bring my bike to excel tmr and also visit the doctor for my sore throat.. heard from yongming that the rectifier or sparkplug needs to be changed. $$$ fly away~ my bike's consulation fee is more expensive than me going to the doc.. =(

want to get a class 3 badly~ but lack of time and vitamin m.. arghh. most probably this will be put off till tides are over..

payday

went to ms yau's hse to have dinner yesterday~ met her whole family including her bro's gf.. they're quite friendly yea.. food was alright.. after that helped ms yau fix her computer.. took a long time and got home ard 1am+.. think her computer is still laggy. lol. guess what she needs is a new computer..

today was supposed to wake up early and fetch ms yau to sch for her SIP talk.. in the end i overslept and she had to go herself.. heh still manage to met her in the end @ century sq.. we watched House of Wax together with her friends.. quite nice.. was a last min decision though..

after that parted with her friends and headed our own way.. thought my mum cooked so we went back to have dinner.. found out that she only did one dish.. dang. the two of us settled our meal @ hougang point after watching tv..

left exactly one month before i hand up my pink IC.. army days are drawing.. arghh!

good morning!

been fragging at home these few days~ though with bots only.. it's still quite fun! not really keen to go anywhere.. or no mood rather. seems to run out of places to go.. luckily there's movies.. think it's the only activity that interests me more~

my throat has been itching for the past few days.. coughed a bit and also a bit sore. heh but after drinking at least 3 litres of water i'm feeling better~ just finished the apple juice my mum made. nice! mothers day's around the corner and i havent pick a gift for her.. still unsure of what to give her..

ms yau invite me to her house this coming sunday after her work for 'meet the parents' session.. sort of unprepared~ dang.. hope it'll be smooth sailing.. just afraid that i'll flunk the 'interview'.. you never get a second chance to make the first impression yea..

just woke up actually.. going to have my breakfast~ my clock's turned back!! will maintain it till i enlist else i'll be the black sheep in my company.. or platoon?


Just for Laughs

Q: What do you call a virgin in a $3000 hat?
A: The Pope

3rd may

woohoo just got back from lor ah soo with h20 guys~ sorta celebrate my b'day @ the one with them.. kel and minci was also there~ thanks everyone who came and those who wished me birthday!! heh. someone picked the 'happy birthday' song for over 6-7 times.. whahaha each one's different and the gang sang for me..

hoho so fun~ though its just like a normal ktv outing but this time ms yau's ard.. at least she can spend it with me..! h.xian joined us during the session for a while and left very soon~ thanks anyway..~ was a bit high after playing five-ten with hanfong and neglected ms yau in a manner.. lucky she's kind hearted enough! sent her home around 2am plus and was a bit tipsy at first.. my bike fell when i tried to push start it~ dizzy.. told myself to stay awake no matter what else ms yau's gonna get cut if i skid or what.. in the end she got back safely.. hope she doesnt get any naggings..

then met the guys @ lor ah soo for some chatting.. sent liting home after that and then back to sengkang.. hope she can make it to work tmr! took some pics earlier @ the one and will upload it once i get hold of the pics.. taking a hot bath soon~ had a really nice day!!

be cool

the weather's great today~ when i woke up it's raining! finally after so many days of human 'steaming'. went to jiaxin's chalet for her 21st yesterday.. was just on time when they sang the birthday song.. after that had bbq and cake~ a usual celebration! hope she gets her wishes she wished!

earlier that day, kel and me went to swissotel for the rsaf seminar.. its quite interesting yet bored at the same time. think both of us had too little sleep.. the pilots themselves shared their experiences with us and how to get into rsaf.. chances of getting in is very low~ had refreshments after that.. saw dave and one of the fellow bloggers. i read her blog now and then.. she looks different from her pics and person in real..

today went to meet ms yau @ amk after her work.. she's pissed at me for some reasons and kept very quiet all the while.. but she turned better.. heh we then headed home and i sent her back @ 11.. going to KL soon~ hope it's successful!

going to catch my zzZ.. happy labour day!